||friends bring joy to your world, they also bring sorrow to your heart||
hmm, yesterday went to Aunty Julie's wedding (: SHE IS SOOOO CUTE! >< hahas :D
yesterday also went to Aunty Madeline's house :>
her ahbuhh said tht i looked like my grandmother(th forehead thr). started to think about her. i only have a slight trace of memory of her. went to her house ytd, recalled more. thought about whr the tv used to be, how i slept in tht room when young, whr my uncle brian's room used to be, how she used to embrace me to sleep, the purple beautiful blouse tht used to hang on th cupboard which was her most favourite.
sadness overcame me, but i cannot seem to cry. coz this memory was long lost in my thoughts, i feel very guilty tht i cannot really rmb her.. she passed on and went to th other world in year 2003. two of my poor cousins did not get to see her :(
how i wished she was still here to smile at me, to hug me a last time, to say her last words, for ME to say my last words, to say i love her ttm, to say i miss her alot, to say im very sad i cannot rmb her looks, lastly, to see her ONE LAST TIME so tht i can rmb her pretty face. =)
sometimes, you really have to learn to cherish the people around you, 'cos when they're gone, you can never bring them back.
||friends bring joy to your world, they also bring sorrow to your heart||
hmm, yesterday went to Aunty Julie's wedding (: SHE IS SOOOO CUTE! >< hahas :D
yesterday also went to Aunty Madeline's house :>
her ahbuhh said tht i looked like my grandmother(th forehead thr). started to think about her. i only have a slight trace of memory of her. went to her house ytd, recalled more. thought about whr the tv used to be, how i slept in tht room when young, whr my uncle brian's room used to be, how she used to embrace me to sleep, the purple beautiful blouse tht used to hang on th cupboard which was her most favourite.
sadness overcame me, but i cannot seem to cry. coz this memory was long lost in my thoughts, i feel very guilty tht i cannot really rmb her.. she passed on and went to th other world in year 2003. two of my poor cousins did not get to see her :(
how i wished she was still here to smile at me, to hug me a last time, to say her last words, for ME to say my last words, to say i love her ttm, to say i miss her alot, to say im very sad i cannot rmb her looks, lastly, to see her ONE LAST TIME so tht i can rmb her pretty face. =)
sometimes, you really have to learn to cherish the people around you, 'cos when they're gone, you can never bring them back.